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Saturday, March 19, 2011

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(2:14) K: Do you think you will be friends one day?
(2:15) W: Probably not.
(2:15) K: Wow.
(2:16) W: It might be better that we shared only intense feelings.
(2:16) W: Intense love, intense hate...
(2:17) W: I'd rather not have that replaced by plain "friendship".
(2:17) K: Remember this day and remember what you said.
(2:17) K: It would be interesting to see if you still feel the same way a decade from now.



(2:25) W: I often wonder if he's as hung up as I still am.
(2:25) W: I hope he is. To make things fair.
(2:26) K: Ah, and there it goes.
(2:26) K: The "I want you to be as unhappy as I am" stage.
(2:26) W: Yeah. I know, it's so immature. But I can't help it.
(2:27) K: It's okay. I mean, you cant fastforward the way you think.



(2:35) K: Do you want him to be unhappy?
(2:35) W: *sigh* No, I want him to be happy.
(2:35) W: I guess I just can't handle the possibility that I no longer have a place in his heart.
(2:36) W: Him being unhappy means I'm still there.
(2:36) K: What you had was beautiful. And when something that beautiful is suddenly gone, the emptiness it leaves behind can be scary.
(2:36) K: And sometimes, you want to ask: if what we had meant to him as much as what it meant to me, how can he be okay?
(2:37) K: He's not supposed to be okay, because I'm not.
(2:37) K: Fuck.



(2:41) K: I've seen him. He seems happy.
(2:41) W: Yeah, he does.

13 comments:

  1. and why did you remember all these...

    all of a sudden?

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  2. Awwwww. W will have his turn. Im sure he'll find happiness too

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  3. @yj: it's just another guy's story.

    @orally: yeah, i'm sure. =)

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  4. I guess kaya ganito feeling ni W kasi, when you genuinely love somebody, you hand over your heart to someone else, and when the relationship ends, you don't really get it all back. A part of you will always be with him. (haha sencia na ang drama ko!)

    Thanks for visiting my space Nishiboy. :)

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  5. Ah, another story of moving on first is it?

    Happiness at the expense of another...

    People can really be sad creatures.

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  6. This is my favorite line... "Him being unhappy means I'm still there."

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  7. I feel for W. That's just the way it is.

    Kane

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  8. My favorite line was 2:26, but the surrender in 2:41 is a contender. Grabe. This is a teeny, tiny bit depressing.

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  9. I've found that it's ridiculously hard to learn how to become friends after sharing so much as partners. I gave it a shot with my ex in the first year and the results were less than ideal including things I did that I now regret.

    Best to focus on the future and start anew.

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  10. i also wish all the happiness for my exes, but deep inside of me (the one where the evil thoughts reside), i want them miserable. and unhappy. hehe.

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  11. Moving on, when you have loved someone so much, is really difficult.

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