It's when movie and popcorn has become a luxury.
It's when the only reason you got in a club is because your friend guest-listed you.
It's when a student offers to buy you a beer.
It's when you have to budget your cigarettes.
It's when you join a training for the free food.
It's when you agreed to have sex with a guy because he mentioned free dinner.
It's when you only hear "I love you" if you're naked in some motel.
It's when you have coyote ugly moments three times a week.
It's when you're not sure if you still have a job because you went AWOL for a week.
It's when you don't know how to explain to your boss that you were playing Pokemon and Kingdom Hearts while you were gone.
It's when you've finished every game and watched every movie in your laptop and realize that your life has reached a blank wall.
It's when someone three years younger than you tells you to get your act together
It's when you're sitting in a mall, typing a blog entry on your phone because you have nothing better to do.
The question is, why did you let it happen?
ReplyDeleteah, not really sure either. but i'm fixing things now.
Deletetagal mo na sinabing you're fixing things now.. hanggang ngayon ganyan pa din sinasabi mo?
Deletekelan pa? kung kelan huli na ang lahat..
kaya mo yan!! :)
Delete@encantos: ide-dedicate ko next entry ko senyo. lol.
Delete@nate: oist, dinner daw ulit. kelan na ba?
@nishi: uu nga eh.. yas informed na.. see you, then.. :)
DeleteI can relate to some.
ReplyDeletei hope it's not the free dinner. haha.
DeleteWell, the first step is admitting it, right?
ReplyDeleteGalaw galaw nishigurl.
eto na teh, gumagalaw na. dahan-dahan pa nga lang kasi may hang-over pa. lol.
Deleteat least once in your life, you will encounter a fork in the road. i hope you come up with the right decisions.
ReplyDeletei'll pull through. nagpaka-gago lang ako nitong nakaraan. hehe. thanks jstan.
DeleteHi Jap! Yesterday I read this entry and I didn't know how to put into words what I feel. Now I know, I'm worried about you. We don't know each other well but I've seen a snippet of your being by reading this blog from your first entry to this post. I wish I can do something to help you get out from the rut you're into...
ReplyDeletehey hey. don't worry, i'm fixing things na. thanks for reading my blog. =)
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yes, i agree with mugen. why did you let it happen?
- claudiopoi
andaming check ah. murag delikado ni pag nag-inom ta. siraan ng buhay. haha.
DeleteI hate to be all tough love and stuff but you know who brought you to where you are naman diba?
ReplyDeleteAnd I hate to be all cheesy and shit but when you've hit rock bottom, there's no other way to go but up. Go Nishi! We're all rooting for you. :)
haha i was just thinking the same thing kanina on my way to the office. only way to go is up. well, i haven't exactly hit rock bottom yet, but i refuse to go any lower. hahaha. nyl! miss ko na kayo ni yj! labas naman tayo minsan! =)
DeleteTara! Kaso may pagka-Nanny McPhee na peg ng lola mo ngayon. haha
Deletenagpapakabait naman ba alaga niya? haha.
DeleteJason, I've missed you so much :) well, your blog at least.
ReplyDeleteWell, join the club.
I really regret not contacting you nung umuwi ako ng pinas oct/nov. *haaay
-Rowell
ikaw yan eh. inabangan ko pa naman pagbabalik mo. tsk tsk. =P
Deletejap, remember DABDA..just follow the letters properly and im sure you'll really make it. :)
ReplyDeleteano yan?
DeleteHmmm...I don't know if I quite agree with you on this list Nishi. I can think of so many other things that are more profound that could happen in one's life that are better indications that things are messed up. Example: Almost dying from alcohol poisoning. That's a pretty big one and definitely trumps the blogging from phone thing.
ReplyDeleteah well, my list is the "cuter" version of messed-up-ness. =D
Deletenishi mag professional boytoy ka na lang, at least dun libo ang kita isang booking, hindi lang dinner.
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